New Year's Resolutions Check In
Jan. 30th, 2026 05:28 pm( Read more... )
Party tonight! And an art reveal
Jan. 30th, 2026 04:01 pmThe party is for the launch of Bound by the Blood, my BDSM-meets-urban-fantasy thriller novel, first in The Vanished Chronicles.
https://pandemoniumbooks.com/products/author-event-with-cecilia-tan-bound-by-the-blood-vanished-chronicles-1?start=2026-01-01T00:00&select=2026-01-30T18:00
It's been a rough couple of weeks between the ICE murders in Minnesota and other things (remember invading Venezuela? yeah, and a list of other things), making it really difficult to maintain my focus on anything but doomscrolling or really brainless phone games.
I deleted all the games (except Words with Friends and Pokemon Go!) from my phone last week and hunkered down to finish the revisions on The Mystery of the Bitten Peach, the lesbian Ancient China time-travel fantasy romance novella I shared sketches from recently. I finally solved the mystery for myself of what was missing from act III, and I'm super happy with how it hangs together now. dave ring at Neon Hemlock is giving it the final editing pass, and the paperback book is now up for pre-order on the Neon Hemlock site! Here: https://www.neonhemlock.com/books/bitten-peach
The cover in all its glory can be viewed in the Patreon post: https://www.patreon.com/posts/party-tonight-149532475
The art is by Jenn So (https://jennlso.com/), with layout and design by dave ring, the mastermind of Neon Hemlock.
I'll post an excerpt soon?
See (some of) you tonight.
Wildlife
Jan. 30th, 2026 02:59 pmOn a remote Alaskan island, gray wolves are rewriting the rulebook by hunting sea otters — a behavior few scientists ever expected to see. Researchers are now uncovering how these coastal wolves adapted to marine hunting, what it means for land–sea ecosystems, and whether this ancient predator–prey relationship is re-emerging as sea otters recover.
My best guess is that the wolves prey on sea otters during brief times the otters come ashore. Maybe on ice, which can work rather like land, but there is a lot less ice now than there used to be. It's hard to image a less-marine-adapted predator catching more-marine-adapted prey actually in the water. Then again, if that's happening, it would push the otters to move into waters the wolves can't reach -- which is one way that semi-aquatic species become fully-aquatic species.
Rose and Bay Awards
Jan. 30th, 2026 02:51 pmThe award period for eligible activities spans January 1-December 31, 2025.
The nomination period spans January 1-January 31, 2026.
The voting period spans February 1-February 28, 2026.
These are the handlers for the 2026 award season:
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2026.01.30
Jan. 30th, 2026 02:31 pm‘Streets of Minneapolis’: 32 protest songs inspired by the Twin Cities’ ICE resistance
MinnPost contributor Jim Walsh compiles a playlist by songwriters who are tapping into their talent, anger, artistry and empathy to support Minnesota.
by Jim Walsh
https://www.minnpost.com/arts-culture/2026/01/streets-of-minneapolis-32-protest-songs-inspired-by-the-twin-cities-ice-resistance/
“ICE officers in Minnesota were directed on Wednesday to avoid engaging with ‘agitators’ as they carry out President Donald Trump’s immigration crackdown,” Reuters reports. “The new guidance, offering the most detailed look so far at how operations would change after two fatal shootings of U.S. citizens protesting in Minneapolis, also orders U.S. Immigration and Customs Enforcement officers only to target immigrants who have criminal charges or convictions.”
https://www.reuters.com/world/ice-officers-minnesota-directed-not-interact-with-agitators-new-orders-2026-01-29/
Ex-CNN anchor Don Lemon arrested on charges connected to Minnesota church protest
Lemon’s lawyer said he was taken into custody after attending protest in which demonstrators disrupted a church service earlier in January
Sam Levine, Jeremy Barr and Anna Betts in New York
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2026/jan/30/don-lemon-minnesota-protest-charges
Antifa used to unmask neo-Nazis, now it’s exposing ICE: ‘Predators don’t get anonymity’
Following in a long American tradition of identifying fascists, a network of leftists has set out to name and shame Trump’s immigration agents
Christopher Mathias
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2026/jan/30/antifa-unmasking-ice ( Read more... )
Birdfeeding
Jan. 30th, 2026 02:01 pmI fed the birds. I've seen a large flock of sparrows and a male cardinal.
I put out water for the birds.
EDIT 1/30/26 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.
I refilled the hopper feeder. Lots more sparrows out now.
EDIT 1/30/26 -- I did more work around the patio.
I put more seed in the hopper feeder.
EDIT 1/30/26 -- I did more work around the patio.
I saw a wren.
As it is getting dark, I am done for the night.
A Sexual Biography in 17th c Flanders
Jan. 30th, 2026 06:13 pmThis is a fascinatingly detailed article and quotes extensively from the original records. (This added a number of items to my growing database of f/f-related sexual vocabulary.) I'm always interested in evidence that the historic understanding of same-sex sexuality was varied and subject to challenge.
Roelens, Jonas. 2017. “A Woman Like Any Other: Female Sodomy, Hermaphroditism, and Witchcraft in Seventeenth-Century Bruges” in Journal of Women’s History, vol. 29 no. 4, Winter 2017. pp.11-34
This article concerns one of a number of female sodomy trials in the Low Countries in the 17th century, a time and place where there was an unusual level of concern for the topic. This interest can be connected to the increasing preoccupation with the role of the clitoris in sex and beliefs about its role in gender identity and same-sex activity. However the detailed testimony in the trial is also interesting for suggesting an unexpected self-consciousness by the defendants about their own same-sex desires—a topic for which evidence is difficult to find. Their testimony contrasted sharply with the theories about same-sex activity presented by other witnesses, which included abnormal physiology and witchcraft. This document points up the hazard of taking dominant discourses at face value with respect to how queer people in history thought about themselves.
The trial was held at Bruges in 1618 and concerned two women, Mayken and Magdaleene, and was sparked by an act of spite by Mayken’s husband. Having just been convicted of horse theft and sentenced to hang, his response was to accuse Magdaleene—whom he claimed to be a “hermaphrodite”—of having seduced his wife, Mayken, and convinced her to abandon him a year previously. To try to retrieve his wife, the man even went to a practitioner of magic and had him do a finding ritual that was supposed to locate her. He claimed that Magdaleene had similarly seduced other women and had been banned from at least one town because of it.
The night before his execution, the man was given the opportunity to “relieve his conscience” by providing more detailed testimony. He told how he had heard panting from the attic of the place he and his wife worked, and had gone up to find her lying together with Magdaleene who claimed they had simply been playing around tickling each other. He told his wife to stay away from her but later the two women were seen running naked together and bathing in a ditch near their workplace. Shortly thereafter, the two women disappeared. He also accused Magdaleene of having given his wife a potion to cause a miscarriage. None of this saved him from hanging, but it inspired a follow-up investigation by the town aldermen.
Witnesses included a parish priest who, six years earlier, had seen Magdaleene and an unnamed spinster “lying in bed and playing.” He also took a confession from a woman (unclear if it was the same one) who said she had a “carnal conversation” with Magdaleene who displayed “great affection and lust” and whom she said used “a rod” in this context and produced a quantity of cold semen. This last item invoked the image of how the devil was supposed to have cold semen when engaging in sex with human women.
The list of possible crimes was growing: being a hermaphrodite, sodomy with an instrument, being a poisoner or at least an abortionist, and engaging in witchcraft.
A month after the charges were first raised, Magdaleene and Mayken were located and brought in for testimony. Magdaleene was a widow and had an adult son. She used a variety of aliases and moved a lot, due to being followed by legal troubles. But she denied the charges brought against her.
Mayken testified that she’d left her husband because she was tired of his thieving and his threats to kill her. She hadn’t known about Magdaleene’s past legal troubles when they left together, but she did know that Magdaleene had committed adultery with her own husband—something he had neglected to mention in his final confession. The two women had traveled together across the Low Countries, though with one brief separation. Both women testified that there had been no abortion as Mayken hadn’t been pregnant, and the only potion involved was for a fever, after which that angle of questioning was dropped.
While various witnesses said that Magdaleene was a hermaphrodite, possibly caused by the devil, Mayken testified that her partner was “a woman like any other” with no physical abnormalities that she’d ever seen. Mayken reported that Magdaleene said she’d rather have sex with women than “with seven men” and that women begged her for it, and said further that there were more women who felt the same way she did. Mayken wasn’t always as eager for sex as Magdaleene was, at which the latter would list other women who had been more willing in the past.
Mayken reported on their sexual activity in some detail, describing that Magdaleene had “lain on her and had carnal conversation with her as if she was a man…doing her duty with great force,” but that she had never “felt something that would have been male” and although there would be some wetness when Magdaleene climaxed, it wasn’t much and she couldn’t say whether it was hot or cold.
While the trial pursued several lines of questioning related to potential witchcraft, other theories of the offense were pursued at the same time, and there was interest in how Magdaleene had begun this sexual career. She said she first became aware of female same-sex possibilities at age 9 when she saw several other girls engaging in intercourse together. Now confronted with Mayken’s testimony, she confessed to having had sex with her “on Mayken’s body, but not in her folds as men would communicate with women.”
As was usual for that era, Magdaleene’s testimony was confirmed under torture, where she confessed to sleeping with one of the other named women and “tasting her” but not going further because the woman was ill. [Note: This may possibly refer to oral sex, but I’d say it isn’t unambiguous.] She described another sexual encounter with a woman who’d asked Magdaleene if she was a man or a woman, but who was convinced she was a woman after they had sex. She continued to deny ever having performed witchcraft and evidently the investigators believed her and the torture was concluded.
Mayken was order to pray for forgiveness and was banned from Bruges for 10 years. Magdaleene was held in jail for another 2 years before sentencing. The final charges were restricted to abandoning her husband [note: but I thought she was a widow?], seducing women away from their husbands, and teaching them dishonor by libidinous acts. Her sentence was being banned from Flanders for life under penalty of death, beginning 3 days after sentencing.
The article continues with a survey of female sodomy charges in 17th century Europe, noting the unusual number in the southern Netherlands in the 15-16th centuries, often involving death sentences. This unusual rate of convictions fell off at the end of the 16th century, possibly due to shifts in popular knowledge about the sexual possibilities. In Mayken and Magdaleene’s trial, the word “sodomy” is never used, whereas it commonly appears in earlier records. One factor in this context is that sodomy had come to be defined narrowly in terms of penetration, therefore trials of women tended to focus only on cases where an artificial phallus had been used—something Magdaleene denied. Nor had Magdaleene cross-dressed or expressed anything resembling a masculine identity—other potentially aggravating factors in cases of f/f sex.
One factor in Mayken’s lesser sentence might be due to her testimony situating her more passively. She “endured” the sex and sometimes refused it, though she did not present herself as a victim.
The prevalent medical discourse around the role of the clitoris in female same-sex activity led the authorities to raise this issue strongly, hoping to ascribe Magdaleene’s desires to pseudo-masculine anatomy, although her partners rejected this framing. [Note: At this point in the article, the author discusses how the use of the term “tribade” specifically meant “a woman who uses an enlarged clitoris for sex” but I’ve been coming to strongly question this attribution, especially when projected back prior to the 16th century anatomists. But that’s a subject for a separate discussion.] In the 17th century, anatomical examinations were becoming an inherent part of accusations of female sodomy. The article digresses into explaining the Galenic theory of sexual development, popular ideas about spontaneous physical sex-change, and conflicts between medial and religious ideas about female sodomy, with several case studies listed. There’s an extensive discussion of the theories of demonologists about what types of sex devils preferred or avoided and the potential role of curses in the experience of same-sex desire.
The accusations that Magdaleene had abnormal physiology were discussed at various points in her trial, but her initial accuser was the only person who ever used the word “hermaphrodite” and at no point is there mention of a formal medical examination, suggesting that this was not a strong concern. But “hermaphrodite” didn’t have a narrow physiological definition at this time and could refer to any person who overturned gender roles, especially a woman perceived as dominant over men.
In all, the various discourses present in the trial demonstrate the variety of ideas and models of female same-sex desire that were prevalent at the time, whether in different parts of the population or existing as simultaneous beliefs. But what stands out as significant was how articulate and conscious Magdaleene was of her personal preference for engaging in sex with women and her awareness of other women with similar preferences.
Huh
Jan. 30th, 2026 11:06 am
I checked and I did notice at the time James Nicoll Reviews was treated as different from me, but I seem to have failed to correct the typo for a decade.
The Titan's Bride by ITKZ
Jan. 30th, 2026 05:01 pm







In a world of giants, there's no such thing as a "little" crush!
Senior Kouichi Mizuki is about to take his final exams and graduate from high school, when he suddenly finds himself in a world of titans. Not only is he no longer anywhere near home, but one of these giants, Prince Caius, has claimed Kouichi as his bride! Thanks to a disturbing, world-ending prophecy, the prince's upcoming nuptials cannot be with anyone of his world. Since Caius has no plans to send Kouichi back to earth, he is wholeheartedly set on taking Kouichi as his "wife"!
My Rate: 7 (amzn.to/3LIFqFv)
The Seduction of the Deep Sleeper by Suzushiro
Jan. 30th, 2026 04:53 pm


Toma Sugawa is a cool-headed, unsociable businessman. For some reason, he's not in a relationship, and he spends his life watching the days go by. One thing that has become a part of his daily routine is waking up one of the tenants in his grandfather's apartment complex. That tenant is Kaoru Aida. He has countless alarms go off, and still doesn't wake up until Toma comes in to wake him. On top of that, he asks Toma to wake him up the next morning, without a lick of remorse. With an attitude like that, of course Toma is on the verge of snapping. But one day, Toma goes to wake him up as usual, and Kaoru, still sleepy, pushes him down?!
Enjoy this clumsy, blooming love story between an inconsiderate guy and a guy still stuck on his ex!
My Rate: 8 (amzn.to/49PJddb)
Only My Psycho by Wakaru Kiyoyasu
Jan. 30th, 2026 04:48 pm
This is District A, where high-rise buildings and slums are intermingled. Takeru Sakaki, who grew up there, is scouted by an underworld hit squad, and under the guise of training for new recruits, he becomes buddies with Mujie Ato. Takeru is suddenly interested in Kiyoshi when he learns that he has the looks he likes, a mild-mannered personality, and that he is a virgin. They seem to be off to a good start, with their work and bodies being a perfect match. Until “something” brought him to Kiyoshi's attention....
My Rate: 7 (amzn.to/4kaN9J8)
Breathless Sex Lemonade by Tammy Hakoishi
Jan. 30th, 2026 06:48 pm
Takeru, an ordinary college student, is in love with his childhood friend and handsome classmate, Yusei. Takeru was initially satisfied with simply fantasizing about their friendship, but things take a sudden turn when Yusei suggests the two of them have sex. After the Yusei and Takeru's passionate tryst, they end up as sex friends, leading Takeru to dread the day things come to an end. Nonetheless, Takeru's mind and body still yearn for Yusei... The two are in love with each other, but can't seem to say it to one another.
My Rate: 7 (amzn.to/3MfFLzu)
Breathless Sex Lemonade is a distinct series by Tammy Hakoishi that focuses on the relationship between Takeru and Yusei. The story centers on Takeru, an ordinary college student who has been harboring a long-term crush on his childhood friend, the effortlessly handsome and popular Yusei. Takeru was content keeping his feelings a secret until Yusei unexpectedly suggests they try having sex. This shifts their dynamic into a "friends with benefits" arrangement. While Takeru’s body and mind are overjoyed to finally be with Yusei, he lives in constant dread that this physical connection is just a temporary phase for Yusei, risking the friendship he holds dear. The manga leans heavily into the emotional angst of the "unrequited" childhood friend trope. Takeru’s internal monologue is the driving force, capturing the bittersweet reality of getting what you want (physical intimacy) while fearing you're losing what you need (emotional security). As with her other works, the art of Tammy Hakoishi is polished and attractive. She specializes in drawing "handsome" leads who feel distinct; Yusei has that "golden boy" aura that contrasts well with Takeru’s more grounded, relatable anxiety. The title suggests something sweet, tart, and refreshing, which mirrors the story’s blend of bright, youthful college life and the "sour" sting of hidden feelings and misunderstandings. A significant portion of the drama stems from the fact that both characters are actually in love with each other but are too afraid of rejection to say it. If you enjoy the tension of "they both know but won't say it," this will hit the spot. Breathless Sex Lemonade is a classic "friends-to-lovers" story with a high-heat physical component. It doesn't reinvent the wheel, but it executes the trope with beautiful art and a palpable sense of longing. It’s a great read for fans who want a mix of high-tension smut and the emotional safety of a childhood-friend romance.
Friday morning 10 a.m.
Jan. 30th, 2026 10:21 amFriday. Cloudy and sort of snowing. Cold.
Firefly has once again joined me on my lap to celebrate the happy lite and to look out over the long backyard. She even had a taste of my tea. Firefly has previously not liked tea, but Sprite used to demand a drop out of every cup, so it looks like she's found both Sprite and Belle's books.
I slept badly, and have been arguing with myself about whether or not I'm going to eat breakfast. I think I finessed that. Macaroni and cheese is breakfast, right?
Today the taxes take top billing, followed by writing my remarks for my talk next month. After that, we'll see.
How's everybody holding up?
Dictated to my phone
The First Thousand Trees (Annual Migration of Clouds, volume 3) by Premee Mohamed
Jan. 30th, 2026 09:03 am
A young man sets out to reinvent himself, far from home.
The First Thousand Trees (Annual Migration of Clouds, volume 3) by Premee Mohamed
Gaming
Jan. 30th, 2026 02:55 amIn 2023, the world’s most popular role-playing game, Dungeons and Dragons (D&D), faced a rebellion. This wasn’t brought on by imaginary goblins or dragons, but by its players.
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Poetry Fishbowl Report for January 6, 2026
Jan. 30th, 2026 01:18 amParticipation was down slightly, with 13 comments on LiveJournal and another 25 on Dreamwidth. A total of 9 people sent prompts. There were no new prompters.
Read Some Poetry!
The following poems from the January 6, 2026 Poetry Fishbowl have been posted:
"Beneath the Sea"
"Cakes and Ale"
"Decreases"
"Done to Perfection"
"Fight Less, Cuddle More"
Haiku for Natural Monuments of Japan
"Hemma Bäst"
"lacquerware poet"
"A Fountain of Energy" (Polychrome Heroics: Rutledge, October 7, 2025 Poetry Fishbowl)
Buy some poetry!
If you plan to sponsor some poetry but haven't made up your mind yet, see the unsold poetry list from January 6. That includes the title, length, price, and the original thumbnail description for the poems still available.
This month's donors include:
The Poetry Fishbowl has a landing page.
Rabbit Hole Thursday Part II
Jan. 29th, 2026 05:46 pmAnd my tablet has arrived. Thank you, Robert of FedEx for ringing the bell, and wishing me a good day. Screen signed and package inside. 11:37 am
Of course, I have no idea what I'm doing and I'll need to find a translation for what the icons mean, but I repeat: OMG so cute!
Ahem.
So, after a brief, doting new-parent, delay, dinner is in the oven -- a chicken breast patty with a slice of mozzarella on top, and crushed tomato sauce on top of that, under a tin foil hat in the oven.
Leftover peas for veggies, I think, and maybe a slice of bread.
Yeah, that sounds like lunch...
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Well. Speaking of rabbit holes. I sat down with the Boox, which has made Many Assumptions about how people deal with their devices. I've managed to figure out how to annotate, which is, along with the e-ink tech, what I wanted the thing for, so that's a plus. Having figured it out, I'm not sure how useful it will be, but it's early days.
I increased the font, monkeyed with the refresh rates, got the stylus paired, and a bunch of all those other things that you do when you get a new device. I'm still a little hazy on what the symbols on the navigation bar mean, but I halfway solved that by changing them out for symbols that I recognize.
I'm baffled by the absence of what is to me a recognizable home screen, but there's probably a way to finesse that, too. Later.
The biggest frustration so far is that the on-board manual ain't on-board. It helpfully gives you an address where the document ought to be on the device, but it's not there, and the web download instructions simply make no sense. Oh, and I just tried that address from this machine, and there isn't a manual for the B&W Go-7, which would explain why it can't be downloaded, hey?
Well.
Tomorrow is, they say, another day. However, I really can't play with my new toy all day tomorrow. No, I mean that.
I did a second go-over of the tax questionnaire, but I didn't make my phone call, so that'll have to happen tomorrow.
The cats have been checking in on me. Tali has made it her habit to join me here in the business office after lunch, which is very pleasant. Rook usually checks in a couple times, but he really does love his basket back on Steve's desk. It's funny that Firefly will use the basket on my desk -- last known as Trooper's Basket -- but neither of the new kids use it anymore, though they liked it a lot when Grandpa was still with us.
So, I guess that it's for the day.
Everybody stay safe.
I'll check in tomorrow.

